Last time I wrote a Blog entry, I assigned it to the .Net site and it was all about transformers, - yeah, don't ask. Led by the hand into a phase of life my heart would struggle to make sense of in the battle with my head, I needed to find an allegory that helped with the sensibility and gave rise to a little logic. Right now it's as if treading water is not so much a pastime as a necessity, not just for me but for all those facing strange spiritual shifts, for there is a sense of waiting for something to rise up beneath our feet, something we didn't know was there. We want to know what Love Is. We want to know how it works, how to look after it, and what to do when it goes totally insane.
In the summer I found myself coming home to Swindon (for most of the week in any case), for various reasons. Now that I'm here (much of the time), the growth and development of a group I took it into my head to start up in August is taking a subtly critical direction in providing people with a platform for expression and self-development, me included. I set up this group to take ownership of itself, and the group has responded by taking ownership of itself, as I had hoped it would. My job is simply to ensure that everyone has a fair chance to be heard, that we don't get trolled, and that the venue is respected. Things are working out rather well.
Writing about transformers being the equivalent of hearts, it springs to mind that we can do a lot of transformation with the equipment at our disposal, and maybe we need to get a bit more creative with what we've got. In making the moves mentioned above, I didn't think too deeply about any consequences, and the consequences have turned out to be pretty good. Swindon's MB&S Group will be talking tomorrow about Action & Thought - a subject which relates to this kind of creativity, the spontaneous ability we all have to follow our hearts and transform lives, and the reasons we remain wary of taking action.
On the quantum level, the simple fact is that quarks oscillate (change from form to form) all the time, and we are made of quarks. Neutrinos also oscillate (changing as they fly through us from the Sun) and it stands to reason that there's a connection between the two. Neutrinos and quarks interact, change, alter their states (and therefore the states of everything that exists), and create new versions of things from so doing. We have the chance, all the time, to take the opportunity to make changes and put them into effect. Wherever your heart calls you to go, please listen to it. The heart knows what the mind is always arguing about. As an uncomplicated device linking us to Source energy, the heart knows best.
Kathy is the author of Quantumology. She met up with quantum mechanics in 1997, pledging allegiance to its sources thereafter. These are her personal thoughts and testimonies.